I want my boyfriend to be here. Right now. Feeling pretty miserable.

He’s moving back to college today and I have to wait til next week. My results are out wednesday, but the earliest I can go is sunday.

So he’ll be off having fun with all our friends while I freak out til 4pm wednesday. I’ve been on edge for the past week. I just want to know now.

And on top of all that I’m sick, so I didn’t sleep last night and my mother is pissed off at me.

Complaincomplaincomplain.

I just want a hug from My Boy but I can’t, because he’s so fucking far away.

So instead I’m going to watch Peep Show and eat sweets.

Myself and The Boy had a great conversation last night. Got all those little questions and wonderings in the back of our minds out of the way. I can’t help but feel even closer to him now. Its all just lovely :)

Missing him like mad at the moment, its been a month! a month too long! But on monday we get to spend a couple of days together at last!

Just 3 weeks and 5 days til out LDR returns to an R :D

my feelings exactly

Feckin bus station :(

a day is NOT enough time for talking to the boy :(

Damn work/study/summer!! Can I fast forward 2 months please?

All I seem to do is moan on this lately! sorry about that!

Still feeling a bit sad, and now sick! Just 3 more days though, optimism optimism optimism!

*sneezes*

(via wookiegasm)

I’m feeling very sad tonight, I miss the boy a crazy amount, its now 4 days til I get to see him, and at that stage it will have been 3 weeks since we’ve seen each other. I feel so sappy but god I just miss everything about him right now. I’m jealous of anyone who gets to see their boyfriend everyday. Its so very hard, in a way that you really don’t understand properly until you’ve experienced it yourself. But yet, as hard as it is, and as sad as I feel right now, I know giving up isn’t an option, i’ve never even considered it. I know it’s going to be worth it in the end, and I know it’s worth it for the couple of hours we get to spend together every few weeks. I just want to have him near, I want to have him within walking distance, I want to fall asleep with him, I want to have the option to see him whenever I want, I want to touch him, I want to kiss him , I want to smell him. I just want him. Here. Now. :(

The slump has hit :(